Random Thought!!

I am currently sitting at work ( a bank), yes i am referred to as a suit by my friends, and random thoughts occur all day long especially on days when it is extremely slow. So in my less than infinit wisdom i was thinking about certain things that have occured today and yesterday and how they affect not only myself but others around me. For instance my less that satisfactory dating life... But this has not proven problematic up to this juncture in time. I have more time and more money than i have had in over three years. Dont get me wrong when i had a girlfriend it was great but i do see both sides to the story. Also I realize that so many of my dreams and aspirations are being left undone. I wanted to graduate from college in 4 years, yeah right that is not gonna happen and at the rate im headed its lookin like 5 or more... I wanted to start my ownm company which i will still do at some point in time. Be succesful at something whether it be sports, my job, a hobbie just something that people can come and ask me how the hell do you do that! Lastly i have been looking at a lot of my friends in envy lately... Which i view as a bad thing due to the fact that this tells me that i am not satisfied with the way i am living my own life. I should be happy with where i am and where my friends are. Not looking at them with angst of someday being them or accomplishing what they are. However there always comes a point where you wish you could do something your friend(s) do which is inherently natural.